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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Tahun Baru 2007

Tahun Baru 2007... bentar lagi aku akan ulang tahun ke 22... bukannya tambah umur tetapi berkurang umur... berkurang kontrakanku ma Allah SWT... apa yang udah aku dapatkan selama 22 tahun aku hidup yaks??

mmm... ada c cerita yang bikin aku sedih di awal tahun ini tapi males ngetik... gimana dong jadinya?? hehe... tar aja yak kalo udah mood... bubye... :P

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Hasil "Renungan" Gua ama Ririe Td Malem :P:P

is it hurt?
when he *sumone u love* just walk away from u..
when he left u with all the questions in ur head..
when u realised he's not beside u anymore..
when u see he love sumone else already..
when he apologize for hurting u, but he never mean it..
when he smiles at u but u know he doesn't love u anymore..
when u stand there beside him but u know u can't be with him anymore..
when he hold ur hand, but u two are just friends now..
when u want him to be ur shoulder to cry on, but he never be..
when u need him to hug u, but u know there won't be a hug anymore..
when u expect him to care with u, but he just doesn't care anymore..
when he look at u so deeply, but u know it didn't mean anything to him..
when u still think about him every single night, but he never think about u..
when u realised u're not special to him anymore..
when u want to forget his love, but u just can't..
when u want to delete his pictures, but u know that u won't do it..
when u saw his picture with his new "special one"..
when u listen to the radio, but it keeps playing songs that remind u of him..
when u still in love with him, but he already get over u..

actually, it is hurt..

but..
maybe there sumone out there who can heal ur pain..
maybe u find a better person..
maybe GOD just know he's not even for u..
maybe u too good for him..
maybe he will regret it later..
maybe he still think about u in a middle of a night..
maybe he still think that u're the best his ever had..

but the most important is,
maybe he's just not "The One"..

let ur tears fall..
let ur heart calling his name..
let ur heart loving him until "The One" come sumday..

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Sanlat Tahun ini KEREN!!!!

Pesantren Kilat tahun ini diadain di Pine Forest Camp Lembang Maribaya (eh kebalik :P) pokoe seru banget!!!!!!! gua berangkat H-1 yaitu kamis malam... banyakan ada 15 orang...
panitia ceweknya: Channy, Dinda, Diana, Teh ririe, Ervi, mmm... keknya udah d
panitia cowoknya: Rizal, Prima, Makki, Ochim, Aa Dika, Mriki, Adit polo, duw lupa lagi....

seru habis!!! susah buat di ungkapkan dengan kata2.... apalagi sanlat ini angktan pertama dong!!! hahaaa... temanya how yo be an enterpreneurship (nulisnya gimana c??) pokoe kayak gitu lah... ada tika bisono juga loh datang heee.... sayangnya artis Rida dari Rida , Sita, Dewi ga dateng hikhikhik....

pokoe gua kangen banget suasana sanlat kemaren!!!!

Sunday, October 01, 2006

JaNgAr!!!

hari ini gua test toefl.... dan gua belum ada persiapan apa2 dunk... di tambah gua ga enak badan, panas, sakit kepala... OMG lengkap deh hari ini... bukannya pulang malah maen internet hehehee... dasar pengen ganjen hehehehe :P

gua orangnya ga pandai menulis curhat uy... kalo lagi hepi mah tapi kalo lai sedih yuuukk.. mulai d mellow gua keluar... hheee...

gua kangen ama RIRIE!!!! loe ke indo lama amat bu bulan NOV!! huaaaaaa.... sedih!!!

Saturday, September 30, 2006

KeJaDiAn YaNg Ga AkAn GuA LuPaiN

Hari ini eh pagi ini gua baru balik dari mesjid PUSDAI habis MABIT (malam bina iman takwa) ama anak2 ESQ...sehabis taraweh kita ada sharing bareng ampe jam 12 malem dengan ditutupi ucapan selamat ulang tahun buat M I R A adiknya ochim...

yang bikin gua ga bisa melupakan itu semua adalah kebersamaan yang belum tentu gua dapatkan di ramadhan sekarang... apalagi ramadhan yang akan datang.. belum tentu ada umur...

gua kangen suasana training jika gua meninggal nanti... gua bener2 bersyukur banget ama Allah swt yang sunggu2 baek udah mau membimbing gua bertemu dengan temen2 yang baek2... meskipun ada yang gajel gitu c hehhee...

udah ah belum tidur lagi niy... pucing kepala...

ALLAHU AKBAR!!!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Terima Kasih Kawan-kawan

teman2 semuanya... terima kasih atas semua perhatian yang kalian berikan ke gua... maafkan juga atas semua kesalahan gua... maafkan yak....

hari ini cuma pengen cerita itu aja

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Cuma punya 30 menit...

lumayan iseng2 ngisi meski cuma punya waktu 30 menit...

bentra lagi mau ada bimbingan buat praktikum.... ga kerasa udah mau 4 tahun gua kuliah... umur juga udah mau 22... hehehee... udah tua niy hohohoho...

tadi malem gua bener2 aneh banget!!! entahlah... kenapa harus sekrang c?? d saat gua lagi mau praktikum dan membuktikan ke semuanya kalo gua mampu dan serius tiap hal???

ah... daripada cerita yang g penting mending gua minta ke semuanya termasuk teman2 yang baca blog ini... minta doanya yak biar praktikum gua dan skripsi gua cepet kelar...dan sidang d... AMIN!!!

byeee